Have you been seeing a counselor to discuss the stress in your everyday life? That would help to let those emotions out. Writing about the things can also be very therapeutic and helpful. Because then, you don't have to carry those thoughts on your mind anymore. It really does help! (imho)

Personally, my skin used to be perfect as a teenager. I was SO lucky! Then, around age 21, acne rosacea began for me. I wasn't diagnosed or treated until age 30 or so though. The effect is that my skin is permanently reddened and has some scars. Despite my imperfections and huge hypersensitivity to them, men are still attracted to me. Don't worry, people do look beyond the skin a lot of times. You will see.

Best wishes to you ~ do check into seeing a therapist though. K?