I care, iamspecial.

I know that this isn't about me ~ just had to remind you that I'm just one of many who honestly does care about you!

Please don't give up, iamspecial. Do call a helpline to get you through the suicidal ideation and onto finding some help to make it through this misery you find yourself in. You do deserve to live a life free from misery and worthlessness ~ absolutely!