I must be really dumb then, by that reasoning, because I kept seeing a T for 7 years who was passive aggressive and kept hurting me and keeping me stuck. It sure makes it hard to trust anyone again, after you have been hurt by someone who was supposed to help you. You learned from it, right? So you're not dumb, because you can learn. And you are very brave for trying again and getting help now. Talk to the T about what you feel uncomfortable about, and why it makes you feel like something is wrong. That is how therapy works. When you feel something that you have felt before, you have the chance to understand it, and that is how you heal.