Congratulations on going so long without SI! That in itself is a huge accomplishment, remember that. As for starting back up again, idk how you kept yourself from SI for so long, but try that again, and let us know how your doing. You don't need to keep track of the days you have not self injured, try just taking it day by day. Every day, instead of saying, it's been 25 days, say, I am not going to SI today. Hope it helps

we r always here for you and we know what your going through, let us know how it goes