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Originally Posted by iamspecial
I'm really depressed these days and i can't seem to shift it at all, no matter what i do or say, nothing seems to work anymore. It's like life really hates me and wants me to give up and just let whatever is going to happen to let it whether it kills me or not.
People say look deep down in your heart and what does it tell you it wants....the reply i give them they hate but they asked and i'm pretty sure they would want me to tell them the truth and not lie to them but by their responce its like i should just lie to them. Be better for everyone.
What it the point in feeling things if they are just so hurtful that you just don't want to be around anymore and feel like there is no one who can help and feeling alone....others even think i push them away b/c of how i say things....how do i do that?!?! I really don't understand....whats changed?!?!?!
YES i feel ignored, YES i feel like no one cares, YES i feel worthless, YES i feel like i'm not loved, YES i feel like i let everyone down, YES i feel like my problems are nothing compared to others, YES i feel depressed, YES i feel alone and YES i feel like people would be better off without me in their lives!!
UGH i just really don't know anymore and who cares right??
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I care very much about you and how you feel Iam, I feel the same way that you do if you cannot handle the truth then why do people ask. And everyone tells me I push them away also because of what I say or how I say them and I may do that but it is a protective mechanism for me this is one reason I do it hun and I can tell you this if it had not been for you and nin and a few others on here well I will leave it at that. Just wanted to let you know I am always here for you no matter what and to let you know you are not alone hun many Hugz.
