Kazzax.... when you go to the consultation room and close the door, is there another person in there with you? If so, there is SOME kind of relationship between you; maybe you could examine what it is, and whether it has beneficial elements, or harmful ones.
Whenever we encounter another, we "experience" that other person at several levels... how do you experience yr T?
How do you feel that yr T experiences you? Who is it who comes in T's door? can you describe?
just thinkin