I need to vent and this may sound *****y!!!
So I've been working myself up for my appointment with T tomorrow, done loads of work on myself to get to the stage i can go in there and work and be there and i called up today to check the appointment time and he ain't in today and they don't know if he'll be in tomorrow! The lady said he's had some extra time off!!! WTF! Thanks for letting me know. I would have had no idea and turned up if i wouldn't have been so forgetful. I feel so stupid for bothering to do this work if he can't even let me know ... i mean how long does it take to send a email or ask a colleague to send a letter! I'm so angry at him. Feel right let down and abandoned. I don't no what to do, i will see him again at some point for closure and there may be a very good reason but if they do not communicate with me what am i supposed to think? snowball thoughts! Driving me mad. So irritated.