busub i encourage you to discuss this with your pdoc. your meds may seem effective and then go kaput. i've had this happen to me and pdoc tried a new mix of rx. we finally found the good match for me. i'm not a doc but could relate to your feelings. sounds like tweaking your meds did not work long term.
you could print out your post and discuss this situ with him. feedback to pdocs is most useful for them to get it right.
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