Sannah: No, I don't have a T right now. Over Thanksgiving weekend my mom finally decided to mention that she had found out about the SI and depression and everything back in September (I knew she found out), and was going to help me find a T, but that didn't happen. She seems to only even mention a T when she's yelling at me...as if it's punishment or I'm just acting "crazy" or something.
I am thinking of ways to find a T by myself, preferably without family knowing. My spring semester starts in 2 weeks, so maybe I can talk to a counselor there.

roadrunnerbeepbeep: SI is very addicting for me. Most times I SI, I don't even know why. Sometimes I even feel okay, but do it anyway. I guess I feel like I have to or something...I'm not sure why.