Struggling thank you so much for posting this thread. I too am going through marital problems as a result of CSA. I am contemplating EMDR and going back to talk therapy. I thought I was done with all this and it's effecting me now but in a different way on a different level of awareness I've never had before. My abuse didn't take place with my father and I am so sorry you had your experiences. Sending much comfort. PM me anytime if you'd like.