I'd never go to the hospital again... That sounds very familiar. I've said that... and who knows I could go back there.... In fact I said that after my first admission, and ended up going back 3 years later....

I can understand T perspective but, at the same time I wonder if you will decrease again like the last time with the prospect of having your husband there with you at your next session... time will tell, but if you need to talk... I'll be there for you.