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Old Jan 03, 2012, 08:13 PM
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No, I have no one. I can't talk to my parents about much, not about anything personal, so they don't know, and my best friend is the only other option, but she doesn't really understand and I think it mist be annoying to hear me constantly talking about my problems, and anyway if I told her everything she would be really worried and maybe tell someone. So as of the day before yesterday, I will tell her (and everyone else) nothing about my depression. It hurt more this way, but it's easier. No more fine line between what I can say, who I can say it too. It would be all too easy to say the wrong thing to the wrong person and risk everyone finding out about my depression and cutting, or they could get me into trouble because "healthy" people do not take self injury lightly. I am trying to decide if I will talk to my parents or guidance counselor soon, because I know that I need help. Thank you for being there for me, though. You guys mean so much to me, the people here at PC are the only people I can be perfectly honest with.
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You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not
The reason you don't see the sun anymore
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