Hi
This is very difficult for me to write........
about five or six years ago, memories resurfaced about being sa'd by an uncle. But something didn't sit right with me about that. I always had my doubts. But I've been in therapy for these memories for years. Now, after making a report to the police, my Mom says he never had the opportunity to do what my "memory" says he did. So, was I abused or not? I don't know. I've had many, many invasive medical procedures and surgeries that may account for my thoughts, feelings and actions but does one consider a poorly explained, invasive procedure done on a child abuse? What happened to the last six years of things? I am clearly reacting to something..........some traumatic event that happened................but was/is it abuse? I don't know anymore................I'm so confused!
Any insight or advice or opinions is welcomed.
Toesquasher