I need to ask for help. But I don't know how to tell my sister. I live with her, and I need help. If you have been following what's going on,then you know the difficulty I have faced.... Things are getting worse, temptation is getting worse, and more intense. I need help, but I don't want to tell anyone... which is a slight problem. How do I tell her?? How do I ask for help??

Why do I have to face this? WHY?? Why do I have to face this alone, in real life I have no one to turn to, for help and support. Why can't I just have one person to help to be there for me, to help me make the decision??