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Originally Posted by skysblue
One time I was sarcastic to T and called later and apologized. She assured me that the more parts of myself that show up in therapy the better. She said that what I showed her was like 'gold' from a therapist's point of view.
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Word, on the rare occasion I get mad, my T is positively gleeful. I do believe him when he says he wants to meet all parts of me. Too bad I am not yet ready to meet all those parts!
But yeah, I act totally weird in T--and yet it is more "me" than I ever am outside of T. He sees me scared, ashamed, and hurt, curled up in a ball, twitching, reacting to things that are only memories. It's such a relief to not have to pretend I am not this person, does that make sense? It's made it possible for me to be a little more "me" in real life with people I trust, too.