2 friends at work got fired today. One got fired because of a call i helped her with. The only reason i'm helping is my computer
system is broken. I have no training, but her sup said the rep that got fired and i didnt look at the order right. I asked her to pull up
the order and she was too upset. i think i'll tell my sup ( they are friends) because if i am doing things wrong , i need to know,
especially if it can get people fired. I feel so horrible. Feel compulsion to hurt myself. Voices telling me to. Pretty good at fighting
them, but awful still. I wish i could undo the whole day. I feel worthless. Worse than worthless--harmful.