we can always hope the next year will be better but we do not know what it may hold for us (I say that too that next year I will try better to be honest, i think it will take many years to come if not my entire life before or if a true stress free holiday season or non-depressed or ups/downs rapidly with it all and to be honest- I have no clue what holds in store for me for the future- I just hope I learn as time goes on).

I survived another holiday season-- I feel Relief with it all being done as well which is oddly relaxing now All i have to worry about is moving in Feb-- Now I wish i did not fret over such things these past three to four months... geez

Be well all and may the future hold brighter days