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Part of the memory loss could be from the ECT - short term memory loss was common with alll the women undergoing it, when I was IP. And being IP is scary, it's not you're normal routine - new meds, people monitoring you, some of the other patients maybe being a bit scary.
I know I still get slightly freaked out when I have to go back into one of the buildings I was IP in for 8 weeks, and my IP experience was relatively good. My psychiatrist is there, so I have to go there once a month. I always have this irrational fear, that I won't be able to leave.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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