(((safe hugs))) I think you need to go to the emergency department of your hospital, and not assume that your bringing up blood is "only" due to your bulimia! What if it is, but what if it isn't????? I think it's VERY important that you don't put this off another day!

Yes, we have to learn to express anger in a way that it doesn't hurt anyone, including ourselves. Your bulimia is another way of expressing that anger, imo.

Please get help NOW for that... and let us know. I think they will think it's very important also. (Don't make excuses to the doctors, either, let them find out what's happening!) Tc