[quote=Improving;2177823Anything is possible. But T still says no. And I wonder, is it because that client was gooder than me? If T really loved me, wouldn't she say yes? [/quote]

As we all know, sometimes the loving answer is "no". Indulgent authority figures who give us whatever we want without regard for what we actualy need are simply not doing their job.

But you know that already. You say you are confused, but really, your post really shows you DO understand this. You may not like it, but you understand it.