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I don't really know what my limits are here with what is required of me and what is not. It seems that I do everyones job but get paid very very little. I have to stand up when management does not want to. When they are sure that what they are going to say will upset the guest, they send me out to do it. Because they feel like I am best equipped to do so, I am the one who can hold back from yelling back at the guest when they are upset. I am the one who continues to apologize and never once says anything harsh to the guest. I do this because I do become afraid when they hit that level of anger. I do as it was said, feel like that little child again when any man talks down to me and when they make passes at me. It terrifies me. But they push me into it every time anyone is upset, it's not my job. I'm not getting paid manager or even getting the title manager. But when a guest asks to speak to a manager, I go to them. They tell me what to tell the guest and they send me back out and never come up here to deal with it. So I'm sure they will do nothing about my comfort level. I've been letting this job eat away at me for too long, in less than a month I will at the very least be able to get unemployment if I can not find a job, I can't let it break me down any more than it has. I can't let these creeps keep bugging me out. It's just not a good environment at all for me.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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