I am not doing well at all, and at 1 am last night when I again couldn't sleep even on the meds, doc meds not self meds, I sent T an email requesting an extra session, and now I am waiting for a return email, knowing that she probably won't check her email until after first sessions because she is always running late for the first sessions. I should have called, like she said, but I couldn't do that at 1 am. Now I will have to wait, and if she can't see me today and I have to wait until Friday, I don't think I'll be able to function when I go back to work tomorrow.
Wow guys, I haven't been here in my mind for a while and it is really hurting. I swore I would never get so dependent on a t, but right now I have nowhere else to turn.
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