Hey, I have suffered with depression sice I was really young, bad stuff happened when i was little and i just became more and more withdrawn. Things really hit a peak for me in my late teens, and ive masked it well but unfortunately pappering oer the cracks made everything look ok but wall behind has been crumbling apart, lately things have felt alot worse Im tired all the time no matter how much i sleep i get its not enough, im irritable and my mood seems to yoyo, My sex drive has plummeted which has caused problems in my relation ship. I find my self detached alot of the time its like watching a movie through my eyes its me my body moving my voice but its not me. Im new to PC I dont have T not since i was a child Im not sure my fammily would understand if they knew i wanted to see one so just want to maybe be heard and understood for once by someone, anyone really I need to talk.