You may recall some of my griping that T scheduled me 5 weeks between sessions.

About a week ago he responded to my email and told me he had emergency appointments available, I just needed to ask. I didn't respond because by then I'd already frothed up into a big pool of I DONT WANNA GO SEE YOU. Plus I felt like a moron for sending him such stupid angry/whiny emails.

Today I find an email from him telling me he has an opening next week.

My gut reaction is to write back, tell him no thanks, and to also cancel the session we have scheduled in 3 weeks. I'm not sure what good that would do me, but on some level I'd find it satisfying.

So far I've managed to refrain from writing back. But I feel like a jerk for that since he probably needs to assign that slot to someone else. Or maybe he's not even holding it for me, I don't know.