I'm feeling a little down today, but I'm clean. I wish I had friends, I guess I'm not interesting enough for anyone. Well, it is what it is... I'll go with my wife to her dr today, maybe that will get my mind on something else. Sometimes I wish I could leave civilization behind and live in a smaller community of folk who supported each other and helped each other survive. Instead I live in a conglomorate of competing people and interests. I feel about as important and as vulnerable as an ant on a busy sidewalk in a busy city in anywhere accross the globe. Yay progress(not).