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Just remember, even though they are different from you, they are you so what amazed him in bed was what you did. Maybe not mentally but it was you doing it. Perhaps it was a more care free alter, one that wasn't restrained by past memories from doing things he wanted to try, just remember if it's you or an alter, at least he's not leaving and finding other women. I could imagine it would be difficult from him not knowing who or when he's actualy with you. But I could imagine it being even harder feeling like he's cheating when technically he's not. Have you tried talking calmly about this with him? Letting him know how it makes you feel?
I really don't know what I'm supposed to be doing here. It's hard enough remembering who I am at this moment. So yeah... I'm lost right now... I don't remember this thread... But I know I should. I know I will after I read over it again, something will click and I will remember. I have to reread things so much sometimes. Even seconds after I write them. Oh well it is what it is.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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