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I'm glad you have a good life now, I thought many times that it was right in front of me. I felt the "happiness" and "normalcy" within my reach but have never been able to reach it yet. I guess I wont until I stop ignoring the problems I'm too afraid to face... It happened once already, I shouldn't have to relive it, rehash all the old memories and all the old scars. I'm alive, I'm as well as I may ever be... I just find it hard to want to dig deeper when I know what I'm going to see I wont like. Ignorance is bliss right? Unfortunately not everyone can live life that way
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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