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Jan 04, 2012, 05:34 PM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Alabama, USA
Posts: 1,309
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Currently not seeing a T, no. I know I should be and I'm thinking about it. I'm just finding it really hard to place my trust in anyone right now.
I always write down my thoughts/feelings/emotions because somehow it helps. I'm not sure how. It just does.
But today I really am struggling more than I have for a long, long while. I cannot stop crying and I just feel like I'm alone with everything, like I've lost so much and gained very little, like I've achieved very little 
I'm really such a big, horrible mess and I hate myself for it  I should just 'man up' and be strong, just get on with all my day to day stuff as normal and just get over it. Just be the rock that everyone sees everyday getting through everything like it's nothing, just breezing through life like nothing's wrong.
EVERYTHING. Is wrong.I'm coming down so hard
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