I don't have an ED or anything, but since or a bit before I "got" depression, I've recently realised my eating has changed. I just never feel like eating, like ever. I eat family meals but only because its necesssry otherwise my mum might notice. I often dont, i say oh im eating at my boyfriends, then oh i ate before i came to my boyfriend when i arrive at his house. I sometimes eat treat things when I'm on my own then feel horribly guilty about it, that I just want to rip it all out of me. But that's as far as it goes, I've tried but never had the guts to actually make myself sick.
I just wondered if this Is a normal part of depression? I know it's not an ED or anything because Im not bothered about my weight, I look in the mirror and freak about where I actually AM getting fat, and try to work on it but I don't weigh or measure myself or anything. I just don't FEEL like eating. Sometimes the thought makes me feel sick.
I used to have problems like this but I thought I'd gotten over it, but then my depression comes and goes, so probably so do certain parts of it? Does anyone else struggle with appetite when depressed? Jess x