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Old Jan 04, 2012, 05:49 PM
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Originally Posted by sjkero View Post
i don't see her again until next week, but i am seriously considering asking if she has a spot on friday (i never do more than one session a week) to talk about this. but, two things:

1. i know i will freeze like a deer in headlights and not talk about this (believe me, i've tried the past 3 sessions and can't get it out)

2. maybe this can wait until next week...? as embarrassing as this is, i would be doubly embarrassed having to schedule an 'emergency' session about this topic.

my biggest PLEA for guidance/support is this: please tell me how to begin the conversation! i can't even find the words when i try to practice what i am going to say... HELP ME!!
"It was difficult for me to come here today. I'm all screwed up and don't know where to begin.

I feel attached to you and even dependent. I always miss you between sessions and I find that debilitating and scary. I feel it is wrong and unhealthy to be so dependent on you. You seem so strong that I can't believe you could ever be depedent and you can't possible understand how it feels."
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