(((((((((((((((((irish)))))))))))))))))))
I am glad you got the care you needed for that cut. I know it is very scary. I too have gone too the "extreme" and not realized it till later. My T has told me too have a journal handy so if possible to write before, which may prevent me from cutting, and to write after to possibly discover why I did it. If you are going through the same thing I do then it can be VERY confusing.
Please be safe
Cher