Ok so I finally woman-ed up and emailed T to book an appointment. I have a memo pad on my phone of things that came up this week that I want to talk about. I'll look at it before I go in but I know I won't look at it there even if I blank out of my topics.

I'm a little freaked out about the topics. They aren't big really, just like windows into the castle. Now of course I was told the windows were made of bullet proof glass but I never told them to build windows -silly neurological construction workers . So now what am I doing? I'm putting T in an elevator that puts her right infront of one of the windows. And of course there will be archers on the ready and guards in the elvator but wasn't there a reason for the moat and the dragon?

I've been up and down all week but I'm afraid to tell her that -that's not who I am. I happy and together at all times RIGHT? le sigh