The difference about coming here and talking about it is you guys understand, because you've been there, and I don't live with you and have to worry about it.

I texted my t tonight, didn't tell her that I'm irritated with her, did tell her I'm pissed at my husband and it's making me want to do things i shouldn't...

she gave me ideas to survive tonight, tomorrow, my husband isn't home, so I'll be able to breathe without being watched