Sadly, no, I am not getting help. Nobody knows except kinda my best friend, but I hardly told her anything about it. I started cutting like a month ago, but only little scratches. They didn't bleed. But a week or two ago I did it again. And for 5 or 6 consecutive days now I have been cutting. And it makes me feel like some creepy "emo" freak to admit this, but I don't want to stop. I know it's bad but it makes me feel better about everything. And I don't regret it either; it's like I'm proud of the cuts. Is that terrible?