I'm feeling better than yesterday, but not much. My birth family... I wish they would grow up, wake up, I don't know. I've never had any children, but it seems like I have about a dozen. I am soooo tired. I'm clean today. I am grateful for that. Believe it or not, things can still get worse, much worse I'm sure. I'm seeing my psychologist today. It will help me to put things that are bothering me in the right perspective so that I can be healthy and productive.