We have talked about my inability to connect with my femininity, my new job I have to dress up and it has been difficult as no one ever showed me stuff like, wax your eyebrows, how to apply make up, shop for something other then t-shirts and jeans etc. T picked out my outfit for my Christmas party. She got on the net printed out a dress told me what shoes and jewelry to wear and sent me on my way, jokingly called it homework. She knows I have low self esteem and feel ugly, I look like my mother and I HATE THAT! Sorry for the rant, I miss T.