Well I have to go back to college on Monday... I'm not looking forward to it. The work load is too stressful and there's no option to only take certain modules, it's do it all, or do none. I also just can't face being there, I do have quite a few friends in college, but none I'd consider to be truly close friends, I couldn't tell them the most serious stuff on my mind.

And another thing that's annoying me is one class I have that is all about what we're going to do after college. It's getting us to think about what exactly we want to work at, where etc. The lecturer keeps bombarding me with these questions and I honestly don't know what exact part of computing I want to work in, or what country I want to work. I don't even think the questions are fair at this point, it's only half way through the second of 4 years, I haven't got a taste of everything yet to make up my mind. But she's constantly on me about it and said she'll fail me if I don't give her convincing answers, so I just made some crap up about living in England for some company I found out about online.

I just don't think this year is going to be enjoyable, and I'm thinking of leaving after the end of this semester, I won't have a degree but I will have a Higher Certificate Qualification that could be useful for doing something else.