No. Never. I hate the way I look. I need to lose weight. I struggle with it. I just try to not ever look in any mirrors and not think about what others must see. I don't see that T can really help me with this so we don't discuss it. I really appreciate that T is nice to me and will give me the time of day even though I look this way. I know some people are unable to do that. I remember Yalom wrote in one of his books that he was repulsed by overweight women and had to work hard to overcome that when he had one as a client. Yuck. I hope my T is not that way, having to steel himself every time I walk through the door in order to be with me.