thanks!
Tonight I went to my weekly NAMI group (National Alliance on Mental Illness) and I was anxious cause there were many ppl there tonight. Also ppl I did not know and ppl who were a little intimidating.
For a while I kind of withdrew into myself.
Then, I realized that I could still participate, even though I was scared.
So I did. I shared about my recovery and my empowerment in the mental health system.
I shared about how difficult it was to get therapy and yet I was doing okay.
I shared that I was angry but that I was not suicidal or freaking out.
I realize today that my social anxiety stems directly from my ptsd (you may see my profile for details on my history).
When I overcome that, I will run rings around it.
I will.
I know it.
Billi
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