Yes, I had an eating disorder for many years and was in treatment for it. Every so often she will ask me about it because I wasn't completely honest when I first started seeing her and told her I was over it. Then I admitted that I still struggle.

I think I'm very ugly. When I was pregnant with my son I developed acne. Never had a problem when pregnant with my daughter and always had nice skin. I also have bad stretch marks from my first pregnancy (daughter) and can't see how/why my husband finds me attractive at all, which does hurt our marriage.

We haven't spent a lot of time on it because we're really trying to do trauma work, but discussing it hasn't helped. She doesn't have much experience with EDs so she has said a couple things that really triggered me without knowing.