I'm going to try and go next week - it's just hard with the things that are happening, so I was hoping the medication will help.

Like Gerard says - No matter how bad it gets - Don't give up.

So I'm not yet, but next week will be pretty much the last time, if I miss that - I'll probably have to quit - I'm working on it with my psychologist - but it's so hard. She said it doesn't matter if people are talking about me or laughing at me - it does bother me though.