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I don't know if I'm "switching" or not or just coming close or what since I don't blackout as often any more. But this dissociating is getting more intense... My red flags are going up in every direction. I am hypersensative and I am on edge. Small things that didn't bother me before are starting to take its toll on me today. Perhaps I'm just having an off day...
Last night was pretty intense with my boyfriend. I think it upset within. Today is rough, today I'm being reminded very frequently just how jumpy and edgy I can get. Feel like a little kid hiding from the monster in her closet, only I know there's no monster. I don't know what I want to hide from... But all I want to do is hide.
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I'd lock my hands behind my head, I'd cover my heart and hit the deck, I'd brace myself for the impact if I were you.
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