I feel...

Violated. Because I had no warning that I should think about readying to defend myself.

Misunderstood. Did the agency see that there are forums for problems I don't have and assume that just because those forums are in here that I must have every one of those ailments or disorders or whatever word you think is the best description?

Worried - that this agency has the ability to notify other agencies and shelters to not allow me to adopt from anyone, just because those forums exist in here that have some of the highest stigma percentages in mental health, even among patients themselves.

Unsupportive. Because I spit out hurtful words.

Saddened. That it had to hurt so many people indirectly, even people who were friends with the attacker.