I love you, Rap. You've always been so good to me, and given me lots to think about in your kind replies to my posts. I know exactly how you are feeling, and I too have had T's get upset with me -- and sometimes they ARE right, we need to see things we don't seem able to -- but the way she did it to you was horrible.
I don't think you're a fake. I think you are a good person who is currently overwhelmed by life. Your T should see that. All of us "disordered" people can!
Love, Candy