Hi, people! I am eighteen years old and I've been bulimec for a few years. Wow, what a first impression, right? Well, the vomiting thing has been off and on because the two people in my life (none who I'm related to) really don't like it when they find out I puke. I have a hard time lying to both of them, so I always tell them when I vomit. When I tell them, I stop for a little bit, but I can't help starting again.
Anyway.
One of my friends doesn't think I need to lose weight (he's dillusional) and all he says is that I need to get toned (hence the username). I just need help. I work out, excessivly, but that too is off and on. it hasn't changed. My body tone peaked when I was fifteen. Now, people think I am fifteen because I'm so out of tone-ness.
It's so frustrating. I'm not technically overweight for a person of my height but I know weight doesn't matter. It's about the padding on my body. It drives me mad. I just want to get rid of it. I know it shouldn't be such a driving factor in my happiness, but I Can't help it. People think I'm so confidant, and I act like i am, but the reality of it is, I would trade my confidance for free liposuction any day. Help! help me get rid of it or get over it : K