I have never been drunk, hardly ever drink, and I feel kinda sleepy after 3 beers, am I drunk? I feel really guilty (have a family that thinks alcohol is from the devil) but I had a really hard day and it was basically the lesser of 2 evils but I don't need another addiction (addicted to food) I just wanted everything to stop so I took my nightly 2 mg klonopin with some beers. I know it was a stupid thing to do and I won't be driving tonight but am I basically going to be ok? I am a good girl always have been and now I feel so shamed and aparently I am a weepy drunk, anyway I just felt the need to confess and find absolution. Life got really bad tonight and the suicide thoughts were looming again and I don't ever want to go there again so I thought if I could just relax and sleep tomorrow might look better. That is an improvement anyway isn't it? To want tomorrow to come? IDK but any thoughts are welcome.