Yah, that was a bit of a shock. But I got over it. What I can't get over was the downgrade to 10-20 years and the addition of the word 'no guarantees'. I have lost faith in the process so many times since therapy started. But his faith and conviction sustained me just enough to make some progress and have some shred of hope that things can get better. Now it feels as if that has vanished and I am 100% completely on my own again. The connection I had with him at the beginning has gone too. I am questioning everything - him, the process, myself.