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Old Jan 07, 2012, 10:29 AM
Anonymous37913
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thanks for your suggestions. the UTI will usually clear up with a few doses of a product called Uristat. the real problem is that the UTIs repeatedly return. to avert the UTIs, i would have to be limited to masturbation. the limitation just isn't appealing and i'm not sure it would be conducive to entering into and maintaining a relationship. it makes me feel very inadequate. i will research the d-mannose pills. MDs have suggested that, immediately after sex, i get up and urinate but it doesn't always work and it repeatedly interrupts the most intimate of moments. needless to say, i dread sex and am deeply embarrassed about this condition.

the skin problem does appear to be fungal / bacterial or an allergic reaction of some sort. i am very allergic to dogs and cats as well as mold. and, i have problems with moisture - even my own perspiration - at times; it makes my skin itchy and red blotches appear. sometimes after showering, i have to douse my scalp in an astringent to stop itchiness and red blotches. i can use moisturizer on the dry skin areas but there are some parts of my body where i cannot apply anything because it will cause fungal infections.

yeah, i have met guys who i wanted to be in a relationship with but the interest was never mutual. it's not often that i meet someone who has a way about them that makes me swoon. it's not that i am picky - i fall for average masculine guys. it's even rarer when someone has an interest in me; at best, i am only average looking.

i am devastated by the discrimination that i have encountered over the years. it appears to be never ending. i am older and of a generation where others the same age continue their old ways of meaness and alienation. i lost a lot of friends to AIDS. and, i have deep spirituality problems. i have had some friends give up on their lives. slowly, i find myself following that path. i am more isolated than ever and am afraid to attempt anything socially. i feel defeated and tired of the battle.
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