I just wanted to say hey to everyone since I'm new, and it seems like the thing to do. Can't wait to meet all of you. Have read through some of the posts, and I'll admit to being something of a posting junkie. My name is Emily, I'm 23, and I've had major depressive disorder since age 9. I've had lots of counselors (yes, of COURSE I have one now) been through many meds, but haven't been on anything for almost a year. Nothing was working anymore and a lot of my moods come from dieting and emotional garbage I haven't worked through. I also am recovering from an eating disorder, and I'm progressing pretty well. I had to work really hard to be here, and I don't always feel happy about that, but knowing other people feel the same way helps SO much. So thanks for sharing little pieces of yourself - it makes a huge difference.