Caretaker,
I think you should post as often as you would like. I would wager big money that there are plenty of non-posters who nevertheless read your posts and get a lot from them, myself included. You must see a number of parallels between PC and AA? Everyone in the meeting is contributing something just by being there, bearing witness to the collective suffering. And even the least eloquent among them add immeasurably to the collective consciousness, often in ways that they themselves cannot always fathom. And you are surely among the eloquent. Keep posting, it's good for all of to hear. And hopefully others will pick up the slack when you need a break, eh? I wish you another sober 24...Trust me, I know the feeling after work when you're all alone and that bottle is trying to find it's way into your hand. Remember, it's just the damned illness speaking to you at those moments and when you respond by quietly declining that's a huge triumph. There are millions of sober people behind you at that particular moment, so you can draw great sustenance from that thought, if you choose to.